From the monthly archives: February 2005
It’s been a while since i updated.. yes i am aware… It has come to a point where i can finally take a rest…meaning…. MY UNIVERSITY SCHEDULE HAS STARTED. Call me a killhoy, but i have just finished one of the longest holidays ever..minusing the 6 month break after A levels. This is the second longest. So i would just like to say i am going to enjoy going back to studying. Even more so because, i know people who are soon to be graduating from their university days. It is going to be a new journey for my fellow friends and new experiences to walk along the way. The stage of studying in a class is over for them. No more rushing for classes in the morning, trying to figure out their class regime, no more trying to rush for assignment deadlines, no more cramming at night or burning the midnight oil,… no more socializing with friends you hav emade close bonds with. It is going to be a joyful and sad time all at once. So i am still in univeristy life..the second year to be exact.. starting in another 3 days and 15 hours more or less. Because of the friends i know who are finishing and leaving their uni life. I have come to yearn more for my studying lifehood. The seniors will be steppign out into a new sphere now. The working atmosphere. Some would have some experiences, others would not. But more so they will face new stresses in life. Its jsut another phase to go through. My graduating day will come soon.. well not anytime soon, but they will come in the coming future. No more will i be a student. and finally the minute i start working, i can come out of the shell i call home sweet home. I would then see whether i can prove myself, my family and friends, wrong by being able to survive on my own. More so myself. Let Gods will on my life be done. Until then… i’m going to enjoy what i ahve left of my studying days. And the people who surround me everyday. Ok fine so my quick thought turned out to be a long one…Sue me. ^_~
As shown below, i have just written a poem of sort about a gift which i had received on the special and over commercialised day called Valentine’s Day. But it’s stil a special special day for me. In anycase, as much as i found the outing to be simple yet memorable, and even more unforgettable to be the gift. I remind myself every once in a while now since i received it, that it’s not so much the gift itself, the materialisticness, that is important but more so the one has given it to you. The gift is without a doubt the most beautiful thing i’ve ever seen and i’m very honoured to receive it. I probably write this is because the thing about gifts these days is that at least someone out there in the world has the exact same one that you do. For some that can be a real dissappointment as ‘gifts’ then tend to loose their specialness. True in some sense. Like the real Evenstar in the LOTR, there was only one Evenstar through out the land and that made that item very precious and unique. It symbolized Arwen’s beauty, and love for the mortal man Aragorn. But after going through many sites online, one where you can purchase evenstar online, it’s like well not as unique as the real one. But i don’t want to place all the importance on to object gift cause i fear that i will turn the evenstar into the likeness of the ring in LOTR. Doubtly maybe but it is possible for me to keep on going “my precciiouuuss” of my evenstar. The point i want to make is that the important part was being GIVEN it. The act of giving and receiving. That was the special part. For that is where it can’t be taken away, unlike the object which can be taken away. There’s nothing bigger than to give something away which means so mch to you. To receive it then turns into a blessing for the other party.
Sigh…. after a while of doing nothing but looking at the prospects, chemical constituents and botanical physiology of plant, i know remember why i didn’t like chemistry. And why i had decided to drop it years ago. What’s to know about a veggie. I’m sorry but in the end the most i can conclude is that they are as usual good for health because God made them edible for us. The details of why they are good for health….. i don’t really bother……not unless it were like the cartoon, with evil tomatoes jumping all over the place then ok fine, i don’t mind getting into the details to destroy the horrible red monsters. (But i do happen to like eating tomatoes..essential for the skin ^_^) Anyways, This is just to vent on section of my irritation to the vegetables i’m reseraching on. But i wil say i found interesting things in the midst of researching. There’s the only punishment i can think of. And tomorrow i shall envoke my stomach, call upon the silvery aid, bring forth the shield of ‘china’ and i shall then cast my wrath upon the green things. I shall EAT THEM!! muahahahahahahhahaa!!!! Need sleep… ZZZzZZZzzzzzzZZZZZZ………
The Evenstar Posted by Hello What is inscribe on the back in elvish words One ring to show our love, One ring to bind us, One ring to seal our love And forever to entwine us. “…and she took a white gem like a star that lay upon her breast hanging upon a silver chain…” Four points, and seven stones, Clear,solid and pure, A song it sings from its radiant sparkle… A song of the stars, A love like no other, a giving of thyself to another for their love, a journey of two souls… I’ve given my heart away, to only one mortal man, It amazes me so, This love so precious… I’ve been given the ability to love, For He has loved me first, I praise Him so much for this gift, To be able to love another… The center stone is the rock, It represents all things held together, God is the center of the relationship, Thus all will be held in His knowing hand… This gift is from the heart, A heart I know that loves, One that will always sing the song, My Evenstar… It is mine to give to whom I will…like my heart - Arwen to Aragorn My evenstar Posted by Hello
Red, gold and pink of Colours, Were the sights before us, Tis the season to collect and also have “changes” to accept. CNY Deco at KL Plaza Posted by Hello Twas’ a day for a turn of events, A girls day out had been meant, Instead violation had been its consent, In the end sadly the girls were the ones who had been bent! Posted by Hello Guy 1 said “Sigh the woes of being a guy… i mean girl.. eh “stephanie” heheheheehe!” Guy 2 replied “I think it’s time for a change dear friend, No longer shall I pine for the intellectual, it’s time for a lighter side of things..” and so….. Now for the biggest change of all…… The Fall of a “Saint” Posted by Hello