Well..I’ve been out of McCann for nearly 3 weeks now and to be honest at first I was a bit scared when i  quit my job. What was I going to do for cash? What was I going to do when my credit card bills came? What was I going to do about food? Worse still what the heck was I going to do when suddenly I got the urge to buy things I don’t really need.

As much as it had saddened me a lot to leave McCann cause it felt like I had to say goodbye to another family, I’ve grown attached too. I’ve made some good friends and could see what the pains were like of a typical 9-5 job. Learnt and matured a lot while I was in McCann… of course I can always improve much more. But on the other hand, I’m glad that I have the free time now, to concentrate on crazy things. Hah…

On another hand, i’ll say that I’m still sheltered, because I still stay with my family, I don’t really have to worry about paying rent, about my next meal and I don’t have to worry about supporting my family all that much. I have it easier, which is good to.. allowing me to really muck and concentrate on what it is I want to do.

Put it this way, bumming right now is not really bumming for me. Heh. Yes I can be considered very free, but what I have been shoving down my nose is practically every single audition that I see out there and I’ve just been going for them. I still need to find some sort of income though. Down the line.. i know i’m going to be terribly broke.. ai…