I’m having another moment, where I feel alone…
it’s for a silly reason really, but i do feel it. There was a time when i felt that i belonged somewhere only to realise that I never was meant to belong in that group/association/body/cliches/ whatever… just cause… it dawned on me how much I am not apart [...]

This is not something I’m feeling now and I’m not getting emo. I just felt like writing something on the things that break a heart. My heart in particular and the situations when they have been broken.

The day I found out that I had to put my dog to sleep. I had to swipe the [...]

Ismail Rehearsals have been on for about three weeks now and not too long ago, I got an email from my Colin Kirton asking if I would be keen to come on board as another acting person for Footstool Players. Of course I screamed yes! lol. I’m pretty excited to be working with them [...]

I don’t know why i do it and I don’t know why I thought of it.
There are those occasions in life where you do the stupidest things or rather you finally just snap at the things that seem to tick you off. The kind where you lash out at a number of things or even [...]

You know what I hate about scars.
Is that they are so easy to get and then so hard to remove or clear up.
Let’s talk about the physical type of scars first. You can get them through a number of ways. Pimples, cuts, scrapes and the one I hate the most other than pimpls, mosquito bites!!! [...]

I am trying to give my hand at performing arts. It is no secret and it is no joke. Why I want to, is because I have a desire to want to express all that I am and can be in this line of art and work. I take pride to know that is nothing [...]

DO you ever get the feeling sometimes that whatever it is that you are is not really you?
I’ll be straight I just got into a fight with my other half and even though – I was maybe the one that started the whole thing by first taking something I wasn’t suppose to, followed by me [...]

I take it back… I do have something I want to write about…
There are times where we get fed up. There are the days when the week just starts bad. There are those stupid petty things that just nag at you and ngaw at your little feeble brain. It’s like as if you can’t do [...]

Yes, when I am down, i tend to write poems… I found another one that i had kept hidden in the closet. But when you all read it, think of a tree that is crying rather than a person, instead. Just to give a different feel. Imagine it cry as we cut it down to [...]

A poem I had written long ago, which I’m feeling the situation now…

Stream of tears
Follow the delineation of her cheeks
Stream of fears
Smirch her mind
 
In her own world
She cries
In her own tribulation
She enjoys
 
Comfort found distantly
Now even further
Song of dejection
Ever so close
 
Anger mixed with hatred
Happiness no where proximal
Stains of hurt
Embodied deeper
 
Abandoned is she
Alone is she
Happiness aviates
Sorrow is [...]