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My Site Was Down..Arghh

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Ok here’s the thing I’m going to be complaining and ranting on this post. Why? Because for the whole of yesterday at approximately 10ish a.m. my web host was down. problem-with-aronil.png Which meant that whatever i was writing about online was probably either gone when the server was shut or by some miracle it was auto saved. Which meant I couldn’t blog. Which meant I couldn’t reply to anybody. Which meant I was thoroughly CHHEEESSED! Which meant I was going to make a long blasting shelling loud complaint!!!! So yeah if you’d notice the post on Abbey, that was suppose to be yesterday’s post. I was soooo annoyed!!!! Even at two soemthing in the mornign I still couldn’t go into..2 something A.M. today!! not yesterday today!! For a number of times I’ve considered changing servers now. Reason being that this probably the 5th time this year I ‘ve seen my server down. It is so entirely frustrating. The company I use it Shinjiru, which is great because they give really cheap prices for the web-hosting and web domain services. What sucks though is that of late they have been upgrading (good on them bad for me) and the sad part is that I supposedly didn’t get the email that they were doing an IP change yesterday… I don’t know whether that is true, but i’ll give them the benefit of the doubt here. Before Shinjiru use to have an online msn person that will attend to any issues you have. But when they upgraded themselves they removed the Live MSN support. Which sucks. Good thing though, one of their employees still keeps in contact with me. And because of him, I’m not changing my web host…yet! I’ll still support them because they are a lot cheaper, but if the server goes down again, while I’m uploading a post… sigh… I don’t know.. my patience wears thin for this kinda thing. But i’ll support for the time being now, because he was kind enough to entertain me and assure me that it’ll be up and going steady again…. We shall see.. shall we… if you guys can’t get into my blog again next time, please let me know… Muchos Gracias.

Mosquitoes MUST die!!!!

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I am so sick of mosquitoes! I don’t care what breed, what gender (if any) they are a species that have to GO! Before I rant on how much I loathe them….I was away in Penang during the weekend, as it was Giden’s dad’s Bday. We both finally got to check out his new home!! and it’s lovely! A really lovely cozy, simple home that is just nice now for the 5 of them. Anyway while the home is lovely decorated, with simple wooden furnishing and touch of leather hear and there, not to mention the number of huge TVs there are…(ok just two big plasma TVs. That darling of a house is infected…. ..WITH MOSQUITOES!! Shall I show you how I killed them mercilessly? First I started by smacking them, to my delight this fella was still in good condition. But he got a bit dizzy. pgtrip-058-copy.jpg Then he started to move and managed to hop back on his feet which ended with me screaming. “NO!” and **sound fx SQUASH** pgtrip-064-copy.jpg After a few minutes I met his brother… who must have had a good suck out of me. Check out how he turned out… It was in no interest of mine to show mercy! pgtrip-068-copy.jpg

Mosquitoe, Mosquitoe, Squashed in my hand, Who is the itchiest of them all? ME!!! Shall I also show many bites I have?

  • 4 on my forehead – 3 right and 2 left, how nice…
  • 1 on the thigh
  • 1 on the calve
  • 2 on my arm
3 bites!!! WTH! Can you tell I’m not jumping in glee…. pgtrip-082-copy.jpg Sighhh… whyy me? It’s soo bigg and red!! pgtrip-083-copy.jpg A wonderful number of 8…. whee!!! Glory Glory Mosquuiieeetooooess, Glory Glory Mosquuiieeetooooess, Glory Glory Mosquuiieeetooooess, And they just keep biting me! And yes I find it fascinating too, how at only this point I choose to watermark my images… when why would anyone even take a picture of a mosquito bite in the first place!… Calm.. calm…. breath!!!

The Little Monster Inside

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DO you ever get the feeling sometimes that whatever it is that you are is not really you? I’ll be straight I just got into a fight with my other half and even though – I was maybe the one that started the whole thing by first taking something I wasn’t suppose to, followed by me apologizing but then putting up a defense for it – I dont care!!! I don’t blardy care. Why? Cause I have this thing, where I don’t want him to win! No, I am not going to give in. Other people can may be scare or whatever it is by him, but I AM NOT going to give him the satisfaction of thinking that people are scared of him. I am not! So yeah I am thoroughly pissed off right now and I’m trying my best to control my temper, not get a headache in the process and most importantly pop a vein!!! I am capable of blowing a fuse, and I ain’t there yet, but I am close to it! So I’m just letting off steam. I don’t care if you can read this, I don’t care who the heck sees this. I am ticked! And I’m going to express it. I am not going to let him win! And if it means not talking to him fine! So be it. He wants to be mad or whatever I don’t care. You wanna hit me for making noise while you play the guitar go ahead! But I am not going to give the satisfaction that you can SCARE ME! No! If you wanna pick a fight or whatever… go ahead….. I DARE YOU!! …. I feel minorly better.

Quiting Times

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I take it back… I do have something I want to write about… There are times where we get fed up. There are the days when the week just starts bad. There are those stupid petty things that just nag at you and ngaw at your little feeble brain. It’s like as if you can’t do anything. You can’t do anything right or proper. You can’t seem to even type properly for that matter. You’re just feeling so pissed with everything around you. Those are the times. I will sit at my desk or in front of my computer. My back would be hunched into a beautiful arch with my feet propped on my woofer below my table. One elbow will be propped on the table, while my head is resting on a finger poking at my forehead that is trying so hard to not frown. Then the hand shifts from the forehead to messaging the bridge of my nose.  Which then changes to me just placing my whole face in my hand and letting out a heaving sigh… I sigh at the fact that there is nothing to sigh about, when I compare my issues with the rest of the tormented world. Wars, cyclones, stupid broom awards…….then I get annoyed with myself for even getting angry at the things that annoy me. And then comes my favourite word in my head for the moment. I quit…I quit quit quit quit!!! And then everything goes quiet….

My Comp Died

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Not too long ago, my comp died! I was so entirely ticked… I was playing Guild Wars for a while and next I know… my screen turns all static and then it goes black. It happened once and i dismissed it while praying it won’t happen again. Next day… it went to all static again… in a span of 5 times in one hour and shutting down after each black out!…. Here’s a glimpse of what it looked like before I called over my friend to help me reformat it. 29102007968_resize.jpg See my pain and horror! I would’ve gladly done it myself but there was an issue. He had combined to physical harddisk into one.. SO meaning my pc read the two hard disk – one 80gb and another 120 gb – as 160gb. Cause of that reformatting it becomes very complicated. Thank God for the company’s laptop. Sigh… ok considering that my comp is sorta old now.. it’s three years now I think.. plus with me leaving it on like forever I can see why it died so fast. I over worked my comp :( I feel bad for doing it and wasting all the energy too. Sigh but downloading… downloading… it’s like a must man. But now I only do it when I need to. The good part about it, is at least parents are gonna help me upgrade it…. It’s time…. I did op for a laptop at one point but currently since we have one in the house it’s alright. The HP Pavillion laptop is doing very well… minus the fact that it is Vista. It’s nice but it has a lot of security issues that is a real annoyance.