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This is what gets me annoyed sometimes.

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You how you say a woman can multi task a lot easier than a man. Yes it is true – for some. But sometimes I really hate multi tasking. Especially when it involves people asking me to do things which is not really my job or purpose anyway and yet I help them anyway because i’m doing it as a favour. And then when I do that favour, they start rushing me. The thing with a lot of us, is that we are impatient, and because of that we always end up asking people to hurry up. Finish something up faster. Come on move move move, what are you doing just standing there doing nothing. And then even worse is when they ask you to hurry up cause they want something out fast, and you can’t do anything about it.. because hey the net is down or there is something wrong with the computer. Like it kena (got hit by) virus or maybe the comp hung. I mean arrrghhhh…

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Sometimes I would almost think we don’t have even enough time for some ‘personal business’. Hence we just bring it all out with us.

Then worst of all, is because you multi task too much, i get very frustrated and then i can’t really focus. When you can’t focus you end up making mistakes or your brain will go on a freeze and you just can’t seem to think straight. Just….. arggghhhhhhh…. enough!! . . . . To multi task or not to multi task. That is the question!
Right so after the whole Singapore trip was basically to try for . Let’s have my breakdown on what happened that day. That morning it took me a while to get out from bed, but I finally did and got there one hour early. The whole point of going for any audition early is to get yourself ready, wamr up the body, calm yourself, do some breathing exercises and so on so forth. But the minute I got there, I managed to only catch my breath for a moment, I signed up and next thing I know. Right after I handed my registration form to them they said ok *smile* you can go in now. … Hah????? “But isn’t my appointment at 12pm?” I asked. “Yeah it is but you can go in early.” The lady said. Like whoa whoa whoa. I’m not ready, I’m not warmed up yet. I just got out of the cab, spent 15 minutes searching for the place and I JUST woke UP! hARLO!!… That didn’t stop them though from opening the door into the audition room, which was were I met the person auditioning me. Really nice guy and of all things the song I picked – I had issues with it because I hadn’t tried it out on the piano prior to that. Thank goodness though I brought the minus one. Think I should’ve just stuck with “I Don’t Know How To Love Him” from Jesus Christ Superstar, rather than picking a new song. I picked Anastasia’s “Journey To The Past”. On a nice note, he said that I had a nice voice, just that I had some pitching problems. At that time in the morning (ok it was 11am but i just woke up), I’m not surprise. He was nice enough to let me go through to the next stage which was to see me dance. The audition was for A Snow White pantomime done in hip hop style. I’m guessing that’s why they wanted the pop song. So on to the dance phase, which was just next door and Thank The LORD there was water for the auditionees. The dance choreographer didn’t teach us the steps till they had at least 6 people. I was people number 3 so we waited for another 3 more people. When there were 6 of us, he started showing the steps and oh my gosh it was fast!!!! Actually according to my sports aerobics group, I should be able to handle but I’ve been out of practice. We danced to Britney’s A Piece of Me and I will give it that she’s always had good dance numbers. It was 4 sets of 8 counts and each darn count had a step. Ai… and it wasn’t 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8 counting. Noo.. it was 1,2,3,4 and 5 and 6, 7,8….Joy, but great practice! After learning the 32 steps in a span of 10 -12 minutes, he then called the same guy who auditioned me for the singing into the room. The choreographer mentioned that we didn’t have to get the steps, step for step, they were just looking to see how one moved to the music and attitude. Right! We so needed to get the steps right! ^_P We were placed in two rows. Three on each. I was placed at the back first, see that red humongous dot.

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We all got two chances to dance,

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because doens’t matter where you were standing you’ll have to do it twice. I managed to get everything – so I thought – for the first two rounds, which was the ones I thought they were observing. All of a sudden, the choreographer said “Can we have the three girls again please, I wasn’t concentrating on them just now but more on the guys. So could you please come out and dance one more time.” Needless to say that caught me off guard and I lost my focus at that point. Sigh. So for the third round, I really did screw up the steps and my counting, even if i did continue, like nothing had happened. The other two girls from what i saw at the corner of my eye, had the right counting (i think) and steps, yet they didn’t make it either for the second callback. So lesson here: BE PREPARED FOR ANYTHING! Twice in a row I was caught off guard. I will say that I should have been prepared even before I got into the cab. Overall though it was a great experience, for me to see what was the difference between our KL auditions and with an international audition. Granted it’s not Australia or another more well established performing arts country. But it was a step and man was it FUN! That was a first time just jumping from the gun and going straight to a different country to try and audition. But it was such an ouchie on my pocket..sniff. Plus I got to meet some really nice people and catch up with an old friend along the way. A trip very worth while. Watch out for next year, i’ll improve!!!
You know how it is when you are rushed for something? Or when you are doing something all at one go and then you have other things happening to you at the same time? Yeah I’ve been getting that of late. Where I have to double multitask here and there. I’ll be rushing for something that cannot – absolutely cannot – have a moments breathe to rush on, because it’s something creative and if i’m rushed means i can’t really think.Then at the same time suddenly you have a phone call to attend to.Then just at at that same moment, you are asked to make a decision to help with something. If you are on the comp it’s worse, you’ll suddenly have messenger popping up at the worse times possible (and if you are anything like me I have this terrible habit, where i can’t ignore the orange blinking msn window tab, so it’s either i close it or i end up answering it hastily) . Or maybe at that same period you are asked to help look for some kind of music.. Oh my gossshh!!!!!!!!!!! Break break! That’s when the adrenaline starts to kick in and then you go onto overdrive and your head feels like it’s ready to go Beep beep.. **squeaky voice** bye bye Breathe…. breathe….
I really really need to get back into some good habits.
  1. I should be actually going back to the gym more often, I’m wasting the cash ouch… RM175 a month goes to Fitness First as my constant donation if I don’t actually use it as much as I should. Peh! Last time I went to the gym… it was last week at least..but only for one day… which i immediately blew up as that was the same time I had cupcake frenzy.. ish!
  2. Read more. I’ve got a few books up on the shelf and yeah I think that some reading is needed to just give me a different pace to life. I miss reading, even if i did enjoy reading loads of romance novels (hey it ain’t so bad), it’s fun to just have some not much of a brain-er book to kick back.
  3. Lastly one that I really really really need. Is some quality time away with God. I’ve been away to long, and as much as i know He’s with me, but He’s calling me to rethink on life and to make sure that I really am walking in His steps.
So putting up a post like this. Will mean I’m holding myself to these three things and make sure I go ahead to follow up with them. Wish me all the best. :)
Keep It Simple and Sweet. Keep It Simple and Short. Keep It Simple Stupid! Those are the main three things of how you would give the full version for K.I.S.S. Keeping things simple is always a great idea. I often make the mistake of sometimes doing things over the top, over exaggerating something, or just even in my design. I would want to shove so many things into something that I forget what my main purpose of designing something is even for. Or even maybe when it comes to talking, one can ramble on and on about something. When what they should be doing is just keeping it nice and short. Straight to the point and not go over flamboyant. The simplest things are the best things. Even when giving a gift, a small thing like a flower from the ground (preferably a live one of course and not one thats left on the road! ) or even a card or an sms to say something nice to another person, perks somebody up or tells them you care. So yes.. K.I.S.S people!