Yes, when I am down, i tend to write poems… I found another one that i had kept hidden in the closet. But when you all read it, think of a tree that is crying rather than a person, instead. Just to give a different feel. Imagine it cry as we cut it down to [...]

A poem I had written long ago, which I’m feeling the situation now…

Stream of tears
Follow the delineation of her cheeks
Stream of fears
Smirch her mind
 
In her own world
She cries
In her own tribulation
She enjoys
 
Comfort found distantly
Now even further
Song of dejection
Ever so close
 
Anger mixed with hatred
Happiness no where proximal
Stains of hurt
Embodied deeper
 
Abandoned is she
Alone is she
Happiness aviates
Sorrow is [...]

Do you ever have one of those days that you feel everything is a lie?
The place you grew up in, the floor that you walk on and once crawled, the flight of stairs that you occasionally run up for several reasons, the people around you, the air that you breath, the music that plays somewhat hauntingly on your media player…
…they all just seem like a dream…
Everything is just foggy life your confused mind on what is going on around you. The times when you once had good times, just seems [...]

Can you see the wounds?
Can you see the hurt?
Can you see the scar?
Can you see the suffering?
What do you see?
A world that you once believed in…
Is nothing more than an illusion to your soul…
All that had seem true is like a broken orb
The home you brought up in,
The people who surround you,
The places you went,
The [...]

My dear Father,
Why is it my hands tremble, like I am in the cold winter?
Why is it my mind feels like all judgment has been clouded?
Why is that I feel cold all over?
I am drunk in emotions…My dear Father,
Why is it that my hands are clenched into balls of fists?
Why it that I cannot see [...]

Silent…
When is it best to be?
Silence…
Whom for is it best?
Do thou dare refrain,
from sounding any noise?
Do thoue think thou can,
afford not any sound?
To speak, better is it
Or worse is it when thoue do?
Hold back the temptation,
restrain thyself from wars..
Wise be when thee utter,
words from thy mouth,
try not to stutter,
broken will be what thou mean.
Sigh ramblings [...]

The Evenstar 
What is inscribe on the back in elvish words
One ring to show our love,
One ring to bind us,
One ring to seal our love
And forever to entwine us.
“…and she took a white gem
like a star that lay upon
her breast hanging upon a silver chain…”
Four points,
and seven stones,
Clear,solid and pure,
A song it sings from its radiant [...]

Why does a woman cry?
To express the love she carries inside,
Why does a woman weep?
To express the injustice she sees,
Why does she tear?
To express gratitude she feels inside,
Why does she sob?
To express the sadness she feels,
Why does she bawl?
To express frustration pent inside,
Why does she sob?
To express the joy she feels inside,
Why does she tear?
To [...]

It doesn’t matter if I cry
It doesn’t matter if I fall
It doesnt’ matter if I bleed
It doesn’t matter if I hurt…
What does it matter
when one is ignorant?
What does it matter
when one has all?
Are all that we have
all that we will ever need?
Are the goals we set
enough to content us for all eternity?
Dreams we have,
are they [...]

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt,
Who am I?
that the bright and morning star,
would choose to light the way,
for my ever wondering heart,
Not because of who I am,
But because of what You’ve done,
Not because of what I’ve done,
But because of who You are..
I [...]